some days i wonder. probably more than i should. but i question whether or not life is going to end up alright. i mean, i know it's all going to be okay. but with the curveballs of life, every time i seem to get a grasp of my life, along comes another. and despite how much i hate them, i love them. definitely a love/hate kinda thing...
i hate the ability they have to knock me off my feet. but i love how they make me grow and push me to realms i didn't know. i hate how i don't know what's coming next. but i love the idea of the future and what it holds. i hate that i have no control. but i love how i am constantly reminded of who is in control. i hate that is makes me doubt my worthiness of anything good or peaceful. but i love... i lovelovelove how God reminds me that i am His beloved child, worthy of the death of His son.
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