skipping class.

life in the "hallway" is interesting... to say the least. this fulltime job business has really made me appreciate doing a job that i love. i can't at all imagine working somewhere and not enjoy it. i'm really blessed that even though i'm not all that computer savy, i work with some amazing and hilarious people. it makes work much more enjoyable and tolerable most days. other days i realize i'm sitting alone in a hallway. such is growing up i guess.

but this growing up... i'm not saying i miss college but i do. it's hard for me to come home and not have anything to do. no homework. no meetings. no late night trouble. but i come home to an apartment. i read a little bit. i watch some tv. i attempt to hang out with friends. i'm used to an insanely busy life style. so even though i have things to do, i feel like life is dragging by.

and then you have keeping up with relationships. i swear keeping up with friends alone is a full time job. especially when you have to keep track of everyone's schedule and timezone. it makes phone calling extremely confusing. and then it all comes down to who do you want to invest in? who should you make the effort for to try keeping in contact with? and even if you chose them, doesn't at all mean that they will want to keep up with you. ah, being a grown up.

oh and have i mentioned paying bills...

i thought college was supposed to prepare you for work, for life.

i must have missed that day of class.