oh dang.

three days. i never thought this day would come. and now it's here. how does one process that? i'll just pretend like its no different than the three times before. pack my bags, drop things off at home and then to camp. only this time, post-camp is living in an apt with elizabeth and kristie.
oh dang.

i really don't want to work here next year. there is so much pettiness between people. this can't be a good working environment for me. but i guess i can deal for a year, right? i mean, who would turn down monday thru friday, 8-5 and full benefits? only an idiot. oh dang.

and then there is you. what is with timing and my life? one day, life is going to follow my timing... ha. until then, God's timing will do. ha. but really, wow. i'm sorry i didn't find you faster. but you know what? it just means that it wasn't me looking or seeking. and that is a first time. heck, there are going to be a lot of firsts with you. oh dang.

three days. oh dang.